Please support me!

[samwiselvr2008]

Okay, I checked out The Silmorilain (however that is spelled) today, for like the 5th time, I am atemting it... agian. Please help me to finish it! Incourage me, please! I already read the first two parts, and then chapter 1, I didn't understand the first two parts, so I reread them, and I understand them now- some. Now I am planing to reread part 1 and 2 and chapter 1, to pute it all together. PLEASE HELP! I need your support so much! My own libraryian at school will not stand behind me, she said that I should pick a diffrent book to try, but I am determend, so with you'll pushing me, and my determination, I will make it!!!! Just 1 million more pages to go (it seems) but I will make it! And I will understand it in the end! Just help me, please! I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!!!!

*Sigh* please help a little helpless mooter, plus if I have any questions while reading then I'll post them here, starting with this one: In the first part, it says that the sons of Iluvater (is that right? I don't have the book on me tight now!) were elves and men, but if so, then why is Chapt. 3 is about elves coming, and why are the elves the oldest race in ME?

What is the HOME series that ya'll talk about? Is it LOTR?