05-09-2006, 12:36 AM | #141 |
Elf Lord
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I'm depressed.... I find that I am more and more often. I finally had to start keeping a journal again.... I'm just having the hardest time keeping up... I screwed up and now I have a c in my favorite class... i'll fix it even if I die in the process... that's my promise to myself.... but if my parents find out I'll be grounded till I'm 18...
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05-09-2006, 12:34 PM | #142 |
The Dragonqueen
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aww i'm sorry elanor's angel...*hugs* school stuff can be rough...i can pray for ya if you'd like about all that, and its okay if you don't believe in prayer or anything, i just care = )
my vent: algebra 1 overloads and my dad being such a downer about exciting stuff right now!
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05-09-2006, 02:09 PM | #143 |
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im failing science with 30 % and i dont know how it happened! im still depressed, life frigging sucks and my teacher is being an ass...always picking on me...oh there go your PERC points! late again! do your work! feet off the chair!(my feet weren't even touching) blah blah blah blah...i just want to scream at her and be like F*** YOU I DONT CARE ABOUT perc POINTS AND I JUST FRIGGING WANT HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE
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Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! REST IN PEACE GRANDMA, GREAT AUNT, GREAT UNCLE .....they're gunna fly with the angels now so say goodbye..but i can't. You don't really realize the importance of someone until they are gone |
05-09-2006, 06:16 PM | #144 |
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I understand. And I do believe prayer can help. Thank you. You guys help more than you know. *mootHug*
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05-10-2006, 12:08 PM | #145 |
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urg the day before yesterday i because nauseous out of the blue...i smelt gas and felt carsick(when i asked one of my friends in that class they gave me the funniest look ever). yesterday i felt so sick and wanted to throw up..last night i felt as though i were burning and today i feel like really throwing up. i was gagging and occasionally am still gagging...im going to the doctors today about my side so i will get this checked out as well
can you get like this if you are depressed like me?
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Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! REST IN PEACE GRANDMA, GREAT AUNT, GREAT UNCLE .....they're gunna fly with the angels now so say goodbye..but i can't. You don't really realize the importance of someone until they are gone |
05-10-2006, 06:10 PM | #146 |
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I don't really know... I'm sorry! I'm feeling depressed right now too...
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05-12-2006, 12:32 PM | #147 |
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I want to go home and cry. RIGHT NOW. *sobs*
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It's New Years Day, just like the day before; Same old skies of grey, same empty bottles on the floor. Another year's gone by, and I was thinking once again, How can I take this losing hand and somehow win? Just give me One Good Year To get my feet back on the ground. I've been chasing grace; Grace ain't so easily found One bad hand can devil a man, chase him and carry him down. I've got to get out of here, just give me One Good Year! |
05-12-2006, 12:34 PM | #148 |
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*hugs* what is wrong?
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05-12-2006, 12:40 PM | #149 |
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Thanks. I really need a hug right now.
Um.. I don't know exactly. I'm really upset with myself; the way I react to things. The way I stick my nose in arguments that have nothing to do with me. I am such a stupid, stupid person. And my father is being a real jerk... I can't believe how chauvanistic he can get. I... Whatever. The day's not going badly. I just feel like a rat. At the bottom of a dirty, slimey barrel. In a hole. A very deep hole. In the bottom of the sea. ..On Pluto.
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It's New Years Day, just like the day before; Same old skies of grey, same empty bottles on the floor. Another year's gone by, and I was thinking once again, How can I take this losing hand and somehow win? Just give me One Good Year To get my feet back on the ground. I've been chasing grace; Grace ain't so easily found One bad hand can devil a man, chase him and carry him down. I've got to get out of here, just give me One Good Year! |
05-12-2006, 12:44 PM | #150 |
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I have a feeling somethng did happen. Here *hands over cocoa fresh from the teacup cafe*
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05-12-2006, 01:08 PM | #151 | |
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05-12-2006, 01:15 PM | #152 | |
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And all the time the waves, the waves, the waves Chase, intersect and flatten on the sand As they have done for centuries, as they will For centuries to come, when not a soul Is left to picnic on the blazing rocks, When England is not England, when mankind Has blown himself to pieces. Still the sea, Consolingly disastrous, will return While the strange starfish, hugely magnified, Waits in the jewelled basin of a pool. |
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05-12-2006, 02:43 PM | #153 |
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*MootHug!*
You will feel better soon...
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05-12-2006, 03:45 PM | #154 |
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Thank you, people. I feel loved, and even a little better. You guys are the best.
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It's New Years Day, just like the day before; Same old skies of grey, same empty bottles on the floor. Another year's gone by, and I was thinking once again, How can I take this losing hand and somehow win? Just give me One Good Year To get my feet back on the ground. I've been chasing grace; Grace ain't so easily found One bad hand can devil a man, chase him and carry him down. I've got to get out of here, just give me One Good Year! |
05-12-2006, 04:54 PM | #155 | |
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05-12-2006, 05:07 PM | #156 |
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yeah, but writing it that way makes me think of mugging cows ...
I hope you feel better soon, Rosie!
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05-13-2006, 09:35 PM | #157 |
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I can type hug however I want to! It's the idea that matters....
*moothug* Better?
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05-15-2006, 01:04 PM | #158 |
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Yes; thanks. I was thinking about you people all weekend, whenever my lousy mood threatened to come back. Thanks again.
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It's New Years Day, just like the day before; Same old skies of grey, same empty bottles on the floor. Another year's gone by, and I was thinking once again, How can I take this losing hand and somehow win? Just give me One Good Year To get my feet back on the ground. I've been chasing grace; Grace ain't so easily found One bad hand can devil a man, chase him and carry him down. I've got to get out of here, just give me One Good Year! |
05-15-2006, 06:20 PM | #159 |
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We're here for you!
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05-16-2006, 01:02 PM | #160 |
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awe come one guys...*group MOOT-hug* feel better everyone..i wish i could say that about myself actually
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Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! Nin o Chithaeglir, lasto beth daer: Rimmo nin Bruinen dan in Ulaer! REST IN PEACE GRANDMA, GREAT AUNT, GREAT UNCLE .....they're gunna fly with the angels now so say goodbye..but i can't. You don't really realize the importance of someone until they are gone |