First words and other childhood thoughts

[Anglorfin]

My mom has told me that my first word was "stick".

As a little kid I was (and still am) a constant liar. (In person that is, over the net I have nothing to dance around so why bother lying.) Anyway because of my reputation I quickly became the older brother that everything got blamed on. Even if I tried to be good I'd get no recognition and the praise would always go to my younger brothers and the blame would always get placed on me. I remember one incident where I saw my brother ripping down window curtains but before I could say anything my dad came in and asked me what was going on. I said that my younger brother was ripping down the curtains but for some reason he just smacked me and then smacked me again and said "That one was for lying." I was bitter for a long time, but ultimately it taught me that it's not worth it even to try and tell the truth, thus solidifying the need in my mind to lie constantly to my parents.


On another note

I wish I still believed in Santa. Because your childhood was so awesome when there was a magical guy that showed up every once in a while to give you a lot of presents.